I've made it. One year in Melbourne.
I've moved 3 times in 12 months
and I'm looking to move again!
Things just don't stick they they do
in the country.
Its also been one year since I met Angus.
my New Zealand, American, British, Scottish
boyfriend.
My friend circle, however, is still looking
pretty grim. No new girlfriends to
bake cakes and braid with,
but soon someone will come along.
and we'll shop like there is no tomorrow.
and pretend we've both given up smoking.
I've grown up a little too much.
Cut all my hair off.
Dyed it red, blue, purple, green and yellow.
Found a new hatred for Indian men and
gays that steal your shit!
I miss going out.
not much of that happens when your working full time.
I'm going back to study. RMIT university.
business.
Watch out would I'm going to pencil skirt your asses!
I've had flu, infections, pregnancy scares, scolds, headaches, cuts, bumps, bruises, no broken bones though.
I haven't learnt to play my new recorder yet.
and my dell computer will be ordered any day now.
Center Link will be conquered and money acquired.
I'm not an artist any more. my hands are no longer instruments of creation, but practical enforcers of day to day will and necessity. I am not a practitioner of the arts and i do no longer strive to succeed in a world that has forgotten my name. Art I say goodbye.
My brushes will find you again in old age!
till you fall in love with me.
ciao.
Jennifer Maree Rouse.
I've moved 3 times in 12 months
and I'm looking to move again!
Things just don't stick they they do
in the country.
Its also been one year since I met Angus.
my New Zealand, American, British, Scottish
boyfriend.
My friend circle, however, is still looking
pretty grim. No new girlfriends to
bake cakes and braid with,
but soon someone will come along.
and we'll shop like there is no tomorrow.
and pretend we've both given up smoking.
I've grown up a little too much.
Cut all my hair off.
Dyed it red, blue, purple, green and yellow.
Found a new hatred for Indian men and
gays that steal your shit!
I miss going out.
not much of that happens when your working full time.
I'm going back to study. RMIT university.
business.
Watch out would I'm going to pencil skirt your asses!
I've had flu, infections, pregnancy scares, scolds, headaches, cuts, bumps, bruises, no broken bones though.
I haven't learnt to play my new recorder yet.
and my dell computer will be ordered any day now.
Center Link will be conquered and money acquired.
I'm not an artist any more. my hands are no longer instruments of creation, but practical enforcers of day to day will and necessity. I am not a practitioner of the arts and i do no longer strive to succeed in a world that has forgotten my name. Art I say goodbye.
My brushes will find you again in old age!
till you fall in love with me.
ciao.
Jennifer Maree Rouse.
Angus. <3
What are your three favorite snacks?
Submitted by Sunscreem.
nutella on a spoon
port wine jelly crystals
chick pea chips
port wine jelly crystals
chick pea chips
What is your favorite day of the week?
its a toss up between Saturday and Wednesday.
Saturday is the day you wake up and realise i really don't have to be anywhere if i don't want to be.
Wednesday is hump day. the day that spells the week is nearly over and i get paid!
Saturday is the day you wake up and realise i really don't have to be anywhere if i don't want to be.
Wednesday is hump day. the day that spells the week is nearly over and i get paid!
guy who lives in tahoe
but he doesn't
know
i feel
that way
at all,
becuase im
just a poor
little
australian
girl.
that writes in vertical.
but he doesn't
know
i feel
that way
at all,
becuase im
just a poor
little
australian
girl.
that writes in vertical.
What are your favorite weird food combinations?
Submitted by Dulce.
i don't think its werid, but its
all i can think off...
nutella and alfalfa sprout sandwhich on turkish bread.
mmm mmm.
all i can think off...
nutella and alfalfa sprout sandwhich on turkish bread.
mmm mmm.
everyone thinks im so brave to be moving
so far away.
they say that im going to be fine, becuase thats
who i am
"maree always lands on her feet"
but to be honest im scared out of my mind.
its such a big risk , but if i don't take it
then what does that say about me?
the only person down there that truelly knows me
knows me is too busy with his new girlfriend
to even bat an eye lash.
It makes me shiver to think how alone i'll be doing all
of this.
i fear my new job will make me unhappy and over worked
im scared of never getting time to draw and paint
im scared of sitting around at night wondering why
im not the one out in the world.
I won't be getting any government assistance, not a cent
because i haven't been out of highschool for 2 years yet
and i havent earnt the 18,000 to get youth allowance.
not to mention im not a student
and my parents aren't supporting me.
this will sound completely racist, but i don't care
it just shows how screwy the world is, but if i was aboriginal or an islander
i would have that assistance in a snap. No questions asked, just straight into my
bank account.
and i'd have a place at uni with government money paying all the way.
i think about it and it just makes me so angry.
but in this time im not allowed to be angry
i just have to accept it.
im tired
angry
and
frightened
what more can a girl ask for right?
so far away.
they say that im going to be fine, becuase thats
who i am
"maree always lands on her feet"
but to be honest im scared out of my mind.
its such a big risk , but if i don't take it
then what does that say about me?
the only person down there that truelly knows me
knows me is too busy with his new girlfriend
to even bat an eye lash.
It makes me shiver to think how alone i'll be doing all
of this.
i fear my new job will make me unhappy and over worked
im scared of never getting time to draw and paint
im scared of sitting around at night wondering why
im not the one out in the world.
I won't be getting any government assistance, not a cent
because i haven't been out of highschool for 2 years yet
and i havent earnt the 18,000 to get youth allowance.
not to mention im not a student
and my parents aren't supporting me.
this will sound completely racist, but i don't care
it just shows how screwy the world is, but if i was aboriginal or an islander
i would have that assistance in a snap. No questions asked, just straight into my
bank account.
and i'd have a place at uni with government money paying all the way.
i think about it and it just makes me so angry.
but in this time im not allowed to be angry
i just have to accept it.
im tired
angry
and
frightened
what more can a girl ask for right?
What's the best way to get on your good side?
Submitted by Manon-It-All.
honey pudding
late night hugs
manners
trashy plastic jewellery
flirting for no reason
a good morning coffee and cigarette
hold me upright when look like im going to fall.
Show us a photobooth photo.
back in the day, when love was simple and i didn't care how i wore my hair.
What's a leap of faith to you? Have you ever taken one?
A leap of faith, to me, is a basic instinct. When you make choices that are directly influenced by
that little voice in your head thats telling you "listen to me!". A leap of faith isn't always a blind fall, just a risky one.
I've taken many leaps over the past year and you know what, im alive.
if you don't listen to yourself, then who else is going to care?
if you want that spring roll take it.
if you want that house buy it.
if you need that kiss make it.
<3 maree.
that little voice in your head thats telling you "listen to me!". A leap of faith isn't always a blind fall, just a risky one.
I've taken many leaps over the past year and you know what, im alive.
if you don't listen to yourself, then who else is going to care?
if you want that spring roll take it.
if you want that house buy it.
if you need that kiss make it.
<3 maree.
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